A Children Who Chase Lost Voices Dream

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Dream 1

I think that part of this dream from last night was inspired by an unexpected Japanese animated (anime) film that came on television on Toonami on Adult Swim on Cartoon Network late last night that my brother GC and I watched called Children Who Chase Lost Voices (Children Who Chase Stars Or Children Who Chase Lost Voices From Deep Below Or Journey To Agartha):

But that is all that I can remember of that part of the dream, and another part of the dream possibly involved me thinking about information about orgonite and how last night while looking up information about it again I finally found the name of the website/seller/vendor who I bought my orgonite pendant from years ago, and his name/website name was Uboslav but that website no longer exists and his new website is showing up as a blank page for me and his YouTube channel and social media accounts have not been updated in a year or more.

But that is all that I can remember.

Dream 2

All that I can remember of this dream is that it took place during the day and maybe some of my family, my uncle CE, random families (parents and children), one or more employees (workers), and I were where the garden by The G House used to be and where the back driveway for The E House is and where the area to the left side of where The R Trailer (Mobile Home) used to be.

One or more people had this area set up where people could pay to come play games, video games, see various non-human animals like a mini-zoo, visit various booths, and more and I had false memories of this place from when I was a kid and this place was now opened again it seemed for the first time in many years but it was very lacking compared to how it was in my false memories of it from when I was a kid.

I remember walking with my uncle CE around looking at the cages of various non-human animals, my uncle CE was trying to show off his knowledge of the various animals by constantly talking about them, and he even opened one of the cages of snake worms or snake caterpillars that looked like worms or caterpillars but were possibly a type of snake.

He picked up one of them and he put it on maybe my arm, it crawled on me while my uncle CE told me about it, and then he put it back in the cage with the others.

Something caught the attention of my uncle CE so he pulled me over to it by grabbing me by my the hand and pulling me over there and showing it to me while walking me around by hand almost like a kid, he was constantly trying to show off his knowledge and manliness it seemed which is normal for him, but him grabbing me by the hand and pulling/walking me around like a kid was completely out of character for him and so even in the dream this confused me and was strange and out-of-place but I assumed that he just got overly excited or was partly drunk or something like that.

After getting free from my uncle CE I looked around in sadness by how terrible and boring this place was compared to my false memories of it from when I was a kid, back then there was much to do and see and it looked nice, but now it was barely anything and boring and ugly with many missing things and ruins of old things that used to be there.

I looked around at the family of parents and children feeling bad for them because they had missed out on how great this place used to be, it was sad thinking that a new generation of people would grow up only knowing this place in its current sad state and that this would be all that they would know, and I looked around at the ruins that they had not bothered to clean up and the clear empty spaces where things used to be and I only remember seeing one old arcade machine that was possibly still there and possibly still working.

I compared my false childhood memories of this place with how it was now, I remember feeling so sad that I started tearing up and I wanted to cry as I remembered good times from my childhood, and how so many things and people and places et cetera that I remembered were now gone/dead/destroyed/changed/et cetera and I missed some of those things/people/places/memories/times/et cetera and I wished that I experience those things/places/people/times/et cetera again and/or that I could bring them back (so maybe part of this dream was also inspired by the Japanese animated film Children Who Chase Lost Voices).

As I was tearing up and trying to stop myself from crying I noticed in the distance to my right side that a boy with dark-brown skin with short black hair was staring at me, and so I turned away and I said something to my family trying to act like things were normal hoping that he did not notice that I had almost started crying.

I assumed that he had noticed this but I put on this act anyway just in case, and I woke up as I tried to recover.

The end,

-John Jr