Showing Some Young Men / Soldiers From Israel The Horror Of Killing People

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I barely remember part of two dreams from last night, and I waited too long before trying to type them and before trying to think about them; and so many important details are missing from both dreams, and both dreams will not make much sense without those details.

Dream 1

The first dream took place during the day in a fictional place, I was in a multi-story brick maybe apartment-like building with a group of young men/soldiers from Israel who all had whitish/light brownish/yellowish colored skin with short hair wearing olive-green colored uniforms I think with assault rifles, and I had an assault rifle as well; but I can not remember most of the dream and so I am not exactly sure what was going on.

My guess is that the building was a civilian building being attacked by a group of men from Palestine who were killing people in the building to get revenge on Israel/maybe the USA/several other countries who attacked their country/people or who were attacking their country/people at this time, so basically they were using terrorism it seemed in desperation, and I am guessing that I either lived in the apartment building or in the neighborhood; and so I was trying to save people, I probably came across the group of young men/soldiers from Israel who had come to kill the men from Palestine who were attacking the building, and so I joined them to help save people.

In the dream I just wanted the violence to stop, I was against what was being done to Palestine but I was also against the terrorism being used against civilians of the enemies of Palestine, and so I was going to defend whoever the victims were in my opinion regardless of whose side they were on.

The young men/soldiers from Israel seemed very inexperienced like this was their first time facing combat and they looked like they either just finished military basic training or had not finished basic training or had not started basic training yet, but they acted like they were looking forward to killing/combat; and they were joking about it, bragging about it, taking their shirts off trying to act macho/super masculine, et cetera.

Basically they wanted to kill people, especially people from/in Palestine, and they said that they would enjoy it & that it would be fun/et cetera; and this disgusted me/bothered me/annoyed me, and I told them so.

I seemed to be more experienced with violence/combat/war/killing/et cetera than them, I knew how horrible it was and that it was not a game/a joke/or fun, and that I would only kill other people if necessary to defend myself/someone else or as a punishment for certain crimes.

I tried to explain the horror of killing people to the young men/soldiers from Israel, but they did not seem to believe me or agree with me.

I did not want to be helping people who acted like them but I knew that the men who were killing people in the building would not stop or listen to me, and so I knew that we/I would have to kill them; and so regardless of how I felt about the young men/soldiers I was helping, I knew what needed to be done, but I still did not like the thought having to kill people.

We went up a lot of stairs in a stairway area of the building, I was also giving some combat advice to the young men/soldiers to help them survive as we went up the stairs, and at some point we finally came across some men who were in the building killing people & they tried to kill us; and we had a quick realistic shootout on the stairway, and we killed them all without any of us dying.

I felt a bit sad about killing them and I angrily turned to the young men/soldiers asking them if they still felt that killing people was fun/cool/et cetera, but they were all in shock; and they realized that I had been right/correct.

Some of them started vomiting, some of them started crying, some of them were shaking, et cetera; and none of them enjoyed it, and they all felt terrible.

I then tried to help them and talk to them to help them deal with this, but I woke up.

Dream 2

My next dream very detailed but I forgot most of it and so it is very unclear, I remember being in a somewhat dimly lit gym/auditorium-like school/college-like building with some of my former classmates & other unknown classmates, and it seemed that we were in school/college; and I remember most of us being in a sitting area, and people were talking/hanging out/et cetera.

I remember talking with several people like my former classmate J/Big J and various other people from Eastside, and then I went around to a few other areas inside the building; and one of these areas was a small Chinese style restaurant/store, and I talked with my former classmate BH in this area because he was shopping there as well & two unknown women were shopping as well.

There was a male worker behind the counter, the food was behind glass and he would put the food that you wanted on carry-out plates, and alcoholic drinks were behind the counter as well I think; and so the two women and BH ordered some food, and then they picked an alcoholic drink (he had rice based alcoholic drinks, some beer, some wines, et cetera).

At some point it was my turn and I probably picked some food items and I asked the male worker if he had some honey wine/mead (because I was curious & I have never seen a bottle in real life yet) but I can not remember if he had any or not, I remember him showing me various alcoholic drinks that he had, but I can not remember if I bought any or not.

At some point I walked back to the sitting area but a lot of my former classmates from Eastside were gathered in a circle like a fight was happening, but there were too many people in the way & I could not see what was happening; but it sounded like a fight, and so I tried to get close enough to see what was going on so that I could stop it but I can not remember what happened.

I remember talking with several people about the situation, but that is all that I can remember.

The end,

-John Jr


Hide & Seek & Fight & A Woman Loses Control

During the day I came close to remembering some of my dream fragments, but I still can not remember those, but I can remember part of several other dream fragments.

The dream fragments took place in my grandfather’s yard & by the G house & by one or more fictional areas that I can not remember, and the dream fragments took place over several different jumps in time.


A Few Will Stand

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Lazy Overview:

Dream 1

I had one dream fragment a few days before today’s dream that took place in D in the day time and I was walking near the Alternative School, and went to visit my cousin ME at his ex-stepfather’s house.

I can not remember anything else except leaving and later that night I found or met a woman with blond hair who was naked for some reason, and I think that we walked to the house my cousin ME was staying at, so I could get her some clothes; but ME’s ex-step-father saw us coming into the house and he had a long barrel revolver on his hip, and he told us that he did not want us in the house.

Firstly because the woman was naked and secondly because she had whitish colored skin, we stopped & I was trying to figure out what to do, since this was a very awkward moment; others in the house began to wake up to see what was going on, but I woke up.

Dream 2

Last night I had a series of dream fragments that were connected and at some point during the night I woke up feeling hot, dehydrated, I felt like there was something I was supposed to do and/or remember, and I saw something that probably was just my shadow; after drinking some water & going back to sleep I continued to have some dream fragments that were mostly connected.

I was at a shopping mall-like place or something with my family & there was a robbery that went bad with people running around getting shot et cetera., no one was fighting back, at some point I distracted them so that my family could escape, but I was left, and I ran outside to another place.

In this other place there was another threat, maybe terrorists, one or more people joined me to fight back; we helped some people, and some of us escaped.

This happened every place we went, there would be a threat of some kind and only one or more people would help & join us to defend against the threat, we gained courage & fighting skills & team work skills after each place, some of us died, about seven of us barely escaped one of the threats & we took some automobiles in a parking lot to escape. (After the first few threats, the newer threats became paranormal with things like: living toy-like things, zombie-like people, dark short humanoid beings, et cetera.)

We reached an upper class private school-like place with students (we probably stopped to talk with a few students & teachers), we suddenly got attacked by various threats, my team split into three teams, one team went to the second floor which could only be accessed from the cafeteria but were flanked & killed by threats that were already on that floor (which we did not know about), the second team went to save them but they were also killed due to being heavily out-numbered, my team went to save them, and they were killed except for me.

I ran from the threats, leading them away from the students and I got ready for my last stand, but I was saved by a group of students at the school who came to help me fight the threats and we pushed the threats to the second floor & the attack ended.

The rest of the students were in a safe zone watching movies, and a woman who was in charge of the school, talked with me briefly.

Several students and I met with the group of students who had saved me in a darker colored room with a fireplace and nice chairs (the room had an old British Royal House-like study room look to it) & stuff (the members of the group sat in nice chairs); the group was led by a woman also, the members of the group talked slow &  they seemed calm & almost emotion-less, they were weird (maybe vampire-like) but they treated me okay.

They talked about what had happened and how it was their worst security breach ever, and they tried to figure out what went wrong; I explained what happened, and I told them about my other experiences in the dream.

They did not blame me for what happened, and they told me that the second floor was the zone where the threats lived, the students used to live on that floor until the threats forced them down to the first floor; the threats occasionally would attack when their numbers got big enough.

It seemed like this group of students had dealt with this for a while, and they seemed to almost know when attacks were to happen; their strategy was to let the threats chase & kill some of the students, and in the chaos they would flank & kill the threats until they would retreat back to the second floor.

I told them how I disagreed with their tactics and I recommended some other strategies, they let the three students who were to become future members of their group (a few died in the attack, they seem to always have future backup members for when this would happen) show me around the school as we scouted & as I made my security recommendations.

Two of the students reminded me of Dutch & Revy from the Japanese animated (anime) TV show Black Lagoon, and the other student was like a small female version of me (in personality) mixed with another former member of my group who had died.

We walked around the school scouting and talking, it seemed that we might make a good team one day.

We reached the cafeteria-like place where my teammates had died, we went to explore some of the second floor, there was clear glass with two entrances, the area was dark & quiet; the Revy-like student made noises & she shot her pistols and she made the threats (which may have been  a variety of threats such as: zombie-like people, humanoid toys, and some dark humanoid things) attack.

We got attacked by wave after wave of threats, I did not want to leave the students who were helping me but they wanted me to warn the others (since if we all left, the threats would attack the first floor), I stayed too long helping them fight, and when I finally did leave to warn the others, the three students were killed too soon.

By the time I warned the others, the school was over-run by threats, & the leader of the student group or a woman & her guards & I, went around the other side of the school to avoid most of the threats to escape on the second floor.

We reached a balcony-like area outside on the second floor, but we were in the sky (like we were on a floating school high in the sky or something); the leader was not sure how to escape and her guards were fighting some of the threats, warning her to leave before they were killed.

I somehow became the woman or something (I guess we somehow fused or I entered her body); I realized that the only way to escape was to jump from the sky and hope that I would not die, so I decide to try to look down on the land for a place with water & then I jumped.

I passed clouds and the ground looked almost like a map since I was so high in the sky & I was able to see more of the city as I fell down; it was a fictional version of LC that is in my dreams sometimes.

I decided to land near the marsh-like area and I hit the ground & I hurt my legs a bit, but my new body was stronger & faster than normal, and the pain quickly went away; I forgot to mention that the woman’s body that I was now in had shoulder length orangeish and/or reddish hair with whitish colored skin and she looked somewhat like Victoria from the Twilight films.

I ran very fast through the marsh jumping over & on small mounds of dirt & over & on alligators until I reached land; and I felt unafraid & powerful.

I wanted to form another team & help people & continue to defend against the threats, and I wanted to one day take the school back, & I hoped that some of the students had survived; and the end of the dream was like a movie, with me walking alone determined & already making plans.

The end,

-John Jr 🙂


The Scary Old Woman Attacks | Eating At The Arcade

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The Scary Old Woman Attacks

Last night the only dream that I can somewhat remember is my last one and it is very unclear at the beginning, but I will try to guess what happened.

It took place in D where the School Board shop should be but there was a house there instead and the field was bigger, and the end of the field looked like the fence at my parent’s house except there was an opening that had to be covered by wire & a wooden board; behind it was the field and neighborhood next to my parent’s house.

Anyway, I am not sure how or why I went to this house but I think there was a woman there with a bodyguard, I think she had either just became the new owner of the house or she was just looking at it, and some men came into the house and attacked them; I think they looked like members of a biker gang or something.

The bodyguard had a gun but I think one of the biker gang members knocked it out of his hands and they were fighting, at some point I came in to help and I got the gun, and had to shoot one or more of the biker gang members to stop them from killing either the bodyguard and/or woman and/or me; then the other biker gang members either ran or were also dead, I think they just ran.

After that I think the bodyguard may have also been dead but I can not remember, I think that the house had been abandoned for years and so the woman gave me the house if I wanted it, and she left; or something like that.

I remember groups of people coming to the house, some may have been police officers and some were family members of the bodyguard and the dead biker gang member(s), and some may have been people who had come to see the abandoned house, I am not sure; but I do remember seeing some of the biker gang members and they looked at me like they wanted to kill or attack me later when everyone else was gone.

I decided to spend the night at the house to see what it was like staying there, and after everyone left I started to make sure the windows and doors were locked; especially since I was afraid that the biker gang would come to attack me during the night.

I also looked for weapons and I found some baseball bats and maybe two guns in the house, probably guns from the fight in/at the beginning of the dream.

The house was not very big but it was nice, it just needed a bit of cleaning and some stronger doors, and after locking up most of the house I went outside to block the big hole in the fence.

It was somewhat dark outside at this point and I was very cautious, but I did not bring a weapon with me outside, probably because I did not want anyone to think that I was a robber or something.

The walk to the fence was somewhat long and I had to take a large wire frame and wooden board to block up the hole, and I used some bricks to help stop the wind from blowing it down.

As I was doing this I noticed an old woman walking across the field from the neighborhood toward me, she looked just like the old woman (Gladys Foster) in the film Legion, I thought it was odd that she was outside at night alone; but I just thought that she was a neighbor that had come to see what I was doing or something.

She was normal at first and started to say something to me and I started to tell her what I was doing & stuff like that, but then my brother GC came walking up from behind me; he said that he had decided to come spend the night at the house with me if the biker gang tried to come attack me.

I was glad that he had come to help me and I told him so, but then the old woman started to talk and her voice changed to a scary voice, and her eyes and teeth changed (she looked like the old woman who changed in the film Legion); my brother GC and I were shocked and started to back away from the fence, at this point the dream felt real and I felt pretty weak, and was scared.

The old woman then said something very peculiar/strange to me, that actually went with something I had read in real life before going to sleep and probably something that crossed my mind while I was afraid in the dream; before I went to bed I had glanced at some religious text in reference to a goddess and I glanced at a small prayer that the author had written, I had glanced around at The Internet Sacred Text Archive website out of curiosity.

I am not sure if in that moment of fear in the dream if I either remembered part of the prayer or tried to pray or just thought about something to do with a goddess, but anyway the old woman told me something like: “Go ahead and pray to the goddess, there is nothing that she can do for you (or for you now) or she can’t save you now or something like that.”.

I was even more shocked and I wondered how she knew about that & I wondered if she could read my mind or something, and if the old woman actually was implying that a goddess really did in fact exist, but I told my brother GC to run to the house so that we can get some weapons to fight the old woman and/or hide; and so we ran to the house.

The old woman jumped over the 6 foot fence like a Hunter from Left 4 Dead 2 and she could run faster than a normal human, but we had a head start & so we made it to the house and locked the door; she then jumped on top of the house.

I told GC to grab 2 baseball bats and a gun and I did the same thing, we were both very scared, we kept looking out of the windows and listening to see where the old woman was; we knew she was on the roof, but did not know where exactly.

I decided that we should run out of the house, locking it of course, and run to my parent’s house while fighting the old woman if she chased us; so I told my brother to run out the door on the count of three and I would run out covering him while locking the door, but I woke up.

Eating At The Arcade

The night before last I had this dream which took place in D as well at where the old Walmart use to be, but there was some arcade/diner there along with some other store or stores.

I was there sitting down eating with some of my old friends/classmates such as DH, SS, and even JC came along with his girlfriend; it was our first time seeing JC in a long time and our first time meeting his girlfriend.

We greeted them and we all started to talk about old memories, many of which were actually dream memories from dreams that I had forgotten about, several of which were about our times spent at the arcade; things were going well and after eating, I had to use the bathroom, and then some of us said our goodbyes & some of use got on a bus to go on a trip.

On the bus were other people who were already there, I did not know any of them, but two of the people were having a debate; one of them was a man who was talking about things like my dream the night before that involving race based themes mixed with a Black Panther-like group, African religions & Christianity, philosophy, and other deep and interesting things.

The man felt strongly about his beliefs and was explaining these deep and complex ideas about reality and dreaming, which really caught my attention but he was using the word dreaming to mean something differently than the common use; he also used strange proper nouns sometimes that sounded like something from language in Africa.

I wish I could remember what he was saying but I know parts of it were confusing, some parts I did not feel that I agreed with, but some parts made sense; it was quite complex and deep, and I was surprise that a male dream character was revealing this since usually female characters share hidden/secret/strange information like this but I woke up before I could ask questions.

The end,
-John Jr 🙂


11-30-2009 | Dream Fragments | The Surprise Attacks, And Bash Versus Basha

An early Masonic version of the Eye of Provide...

Dream Fragment: The Surprise Attacks

In this first dream fragment I only remember either walking or driving up a road that led to what I guess could be called a saloon, and up the street near the saloon were some dangerous looking men that looked like wild west bandits and part modern-day thugs; this whole dream was like the wild west mixed with modern times.

The men stared at me with death stares so I just walked into the building ignoring them, inside was a man sitting behind a desk and to the right of him was a restaurant, behind the restaurant was a bar, and behind the man at the desk was a hallway that led to other areas in this building.

I went up the hallway and found an area where people could sit, talk, and read; I remember reading an electronics sales paper and talking to a man who was sitting to me, I may have known him from earlier in the dream but I can not remember.