Fake It Until You Make It | Mammy-Like?

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Dream 1

The end of this dream took place during the day, and I was with my parents and maybe my brothers GC and CC were there earlier in the forgotten parts of the dream.

I remember sitting in a car with my mom in the street across from our yard between the yard of The B House and Mr. RD’s House, I was in the front passenger’s seat and my mom was in the driver’s seat, and we were talking; and maybe my dad was in our yard.

Several automobiles drove past us and they went to The B House, and some people were there talking with our neighbors Gas Money and Gas Money Girlfriend in their yard near their automobiles.

I remember standing outside the car talking with my mom at some point, and a man with light-color skin who was possibly a military veteran and firefighter walked over from the yard of The B House to talk to me.

This man was talking with Gas Money and Gas Money Girlfriend before he walked over to talk to me, he asked me a question that I can not remember, and we started talking.

During our conversation I found a black rock structure on the ground, I decided to take it inside our house to wash it off so that I could keep it, and so I said goodbye to the man before walking inside to do this.

While I was cleaning the rock structure I thought / daydreamed a story of a fictional man talking to the man who I had just talked to, I imagined this fictional man lying to the man about being a military veteran, and then becoming friends with the man.

During their friendship he continued the lie by learning and training with the man and his military friends (active duty and former military), which helped him to continue his lie, but eventually this learning and training and hanging out with the military veterans led to him secretly joining the military.

He lied to the military veterans to give an excuse of why he would be gone for months, during that time he finished basic training et cetera and was a real soldier at this point, and now he was no longer lying about being a soldier.

Eventually he even joined special forces, he never did tell them the truth and how he had lied to them at first, and he just hoped that they would never find out; but I woke up.

Dream 2

The end of this dream involved me returning to an apartment building that I once stayed at in the past during some false memories of a time in the past where I went to college briefly again.

A cousin and / or a former classmate of mine and some other people stayed at this apartment back in my false memories when they were in college, and I briefly moved in with them when I went to return to college.

They finished college but I was not there anymore at some point, either I left after they had already graduated or I left before they graduated, either way I probably did not finish college but they did and I was alone.

After this I had more false memories, The Young Turks (TYT) used our former apartment room as a studio / whatever for their show, but at some point they moved out as well.

Now in the present time the apartment was mostly abandoned it seemed, and it was probably at risk of being torn down.

I did go inside our former apartment room, and no one seemed to be living there.

I then walked through a multi-story building, maybe another building that was probably not part of this building, and I saw two men playing a zombie video game on an arcade machine.

We were possibly along a hallway with a rail behind us where you could possibly see the outside or something, I can not remember, I just know that it was an area that was possibly on an upper floor in a quiet area near the outside maybe.

I had played this video game earlier in a forgotten part of this dream, but I had played it on a computer or a modern video game console instead of an arcade machine so I was surprised to see that there was an arcade version of this video game.

I stopped to watch the two men play the video game, they almost finished the first level of the video game but they lost, and one of the men decided to leave so I started talking to the other man.

I offered to play the video game with him, I told him that I had played this video game before but not on an arcade machine, but I woke up.

Dream 3

This dream involved me walking through a building, maybe a multi-story multi-purpose building, and I reached an area where a wedding reception (party) was taking place.

I stopped in this area and I remember seeing an attractive well-dressed woman who was a cold intelligent independent stern motherly bossy type person who looked like and acted like a combination of the character Vera Stone from the television show The Order combined with the actress Katharine Isabelle who played that character combined with maybe the actress Lucy Lawless.

This woman was talking with another woman, this other woman managed to get the first woman to open up about how she felt, and the first woman was single and was a bit lonely and wondered why no one seemed interested in trying to date her.

During their conversation I learned that the first woman had a pretty good job and she was good at her job, but like her personality she was a bit cold and stern and motherly and bossy toward her coworkers and the children et cetera she helped take care of / teach / whatever (I can not remember what her job was).

The second woman explained why no one has probably tried dating the woman, she mentioned part of her personality as one possible problem, and she said that she was a mammy type (was mammy-like) or something like that which was another problem; and then she tried to give some words of encouragement to the first woman to help her with her sadness / loneliness / et cetera, and to help give her hope and maybe some advice to help her with this problem.

I was curious about the woman and possibly interested in her and I wanted to talk to her, but I did not want to interrupt their conversation so I decided to get some food and drink and hangout a bit waiting for a chance to maybe talk to her.

I had a very heavy backpack on at this point, while I was going to get some food, a man with light-color skin walked up behind me and he did something to my backpack that caused the heavy items to fall back and out which almost broke or damaged my back because they were so heavy and they were falling backward suddenly.

The only thing that saved me was that I am stronger than average so I was able to survive this.

The man did this so that he could get some food first, while I was recovering and trying to pick up the heavy stuff, the man was getting some food.

I was annoyed and a bit angry about this, I said a few things to him as I did this, but I did not waste my time beyond that; but then I woke up.

Dream 4

This dream involved a man using a portal as a shortcut inside a house, I assume that there was a portal inside the house that you could use to come to and from the house from another location, but I am not sure how many other portals were in other locations.

I had false memories of the past where I had used this same portal inside the house during a time where I probably lived there, and in this dream I had just used it again for the first time in a while so that I could see this house that I used to live at; and the man happened to be using the portal as well at this time.

I briefly talked to the man about this, but that is all that I can remember of this dream before I woke up.

The end,

-John Jr

A Wedding And A Boy Band On Fire And An Armed Christian Anti-Muslim Merchant

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All that I can remember of this dream from last night is that it took place inside a shopping mall-like building that had some house-like areas in it like those areas were used for special events, and it seemed that a wedding and wedding reception were to take place there during the dream.

I was probably dressed up and was attending the wedding and then was going to attend the wedding reception, some of my family members were probably part of this as well along with some fictional unknown people, and before the wedding started I explored part of the shopping mall (mall) areas where other people were walking around shopping.

An Outdoor Wedding & Video Game With Dashie (Charlie Guzman)

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All that I can remember of this dream from last night is that it took place during late in the afternoon on a somewhat gray and/or cloudy day, and I was wearing a suit in a field with other men wearing suits as we played a sport.

At some point other people started to arrived dressed up including mostly people from my mom’s side of the family and unknown people, and a wedding was about to take place with one of my family members (probably an aunt) about to get married.

Arthur Pendragon + John Jr + John F. Kennedy = ?

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Last night I barely remember part of several dream fragments that are very confusing since they are somewhat blurred together and I had to deal with various dimensions/states of consciousness/whatever, and I was not myself in half of the dreams.

Dream 1

The first dream took place during the day, I was myself, and I think that I went to a zoo and/or college; but that is all that I can remember.

Dream 2

The second dream took place during the night and I was Arthur Pendragon, and I was walking alone to a castle to re-take the castle back from my sister Morgana Pendragon, who had supposedly taken over the castle.

I was walking like a drunken man because I kept having flashes of Uther Pendragon telling me to kill Morgana and take the castle back or something like that, it was like his ghost/spirit/whatever/he was communicating with me from another dimension or something; and he was trying to control me/use me to get his revenge or something.

The weather outside was dark and damp, like it might start raining again later, and the environment felt like I was in another time period, an older time period; the environment was very detailed and my senses were more realistic than they are in normal dreams.

My mind was confused from the communications coming in from Uther, I was in a bit of a rage ready to take the castle back from Morgana, and so I was stumbling around a bit as I walked.

I reached a large double castle door expecting guards to be guarding it, so I yelled out to challenge them, but no guards were guarding the door; and so I entered the castle in a rage ready to fight, still moving like I was drunk or something.

The inside of the castle was mostly dark or dimly lit & quiet, and so I stormed the castle yelling for Morgana to come out and fight me; I sounded like a drunk man yelling, and I was ready for a fight.

Uther’s communications seemed to make it worse, so it was like he was somehow  effecting/affecting me, and he helped make my rage grow.

At some point I reached an open area that was maybe like a throne room I guess, and Morgana came out to face me from an upper area where maybe the thrones were; but I do not think that she had any guards.

She wanted to talk not fight, I was still ready to fight, but I felt that something was strange about the situation; and so I tried to listen to what she had to say, but Uther kept trying to get me to kill Morgana.

Morgana saw that I was acting strange and I told her about how Uther was somehow communicating/trying to control me, and so she helped me to stop him from communicating/controlling me; but I can not remember this part.

After that we talked and it did not seem that Morgana had taken over the castle and the castle seemed mostly empty, but I do not remember if we talked about this or not, that was just how I felt in the dream; and at this point we were working together, and I was acting normal again.

I am not sure what happened but I remember us going into a video game-like world, where we were fighting to regain the castle or something from the outside, against people & some alien-like creatures with energy weapons; and I had a gun & a pistol, but I switched my pistol for one of the alien energy weapons.

I remember meeting up with Morgana at some point in this video game-like world, but I can not remember the rest.

I just remember us being back in the castle and the weather outside was starting to get bad, and we moved around the castle & I think that I might have seen that there were a few guards still around the castle but not many; but that is all that I can remember.

Dream 3

Next, I (I was myself again) remember being inside of my parent’s house and I walked to the living room, and I saw my mom standing on the steps outside of the back door; and so I went to talk to her, but the weather outside was starting to get bad, like at the castle.

I noticed that some bananas were growing on a tree in the alley, but those trees were not banana trees in the dream or real life, and so we were surprised by this; and I wanted to get a ladder to pick some of the bananas, but the weather was getting too bad, so I told my mom that we needed to go back inside of the house.

We went back inside the house, hoping that the bananas would survive the storm, but that is all that I can remember.

Dream 4

The last dream took place in what might have been the castle again, but this was during another time period when John F. Kennedy was still alive, and I was John F. Kennedy; and I seemed to be at a party to celebrate the soon to be wedding between Jacqueline Lee “Jackie” Onassis (soon-to-be Kennedy) and I.

The place was decorated with people there talking, drinking, eating, et cetera; and Jackie was there.

I remember thinking about some of my problems with messing around with other women and some other issues that I wanted to improve on, remember I was John F. Kennedy & not myself, and somehow I ruined the party for Jackie about three times during the dream; but each time I would restart the party from the beginning, so I was able to restart time somehow.

After the third time that I somehow ruined the party for Jackie, I remember her talking with me in a hallway-like area that might have led to the bathrooms or something, and I remember apologizing to her.

I told her that I would restart the party/time and then follow her lead, so that the party would go the way that she wanted & so that I would not ruin the party for her again, but at first she did not want me to restart the party/time; and so I tried to convince her to let me restart the party/time.

We talked about various things & I remember apologizing & promising to try to improve in those areas and we debated the situation, but that is all that I can remember.

The end,

-John Jr 🙂