What Is It?
The 2021 American animated anthology show What If…? (Season 1).
This is how The IMDb describes this show:
Exploring pivotal moments from the Marvel Cinematic Universe and turning them on their head, leading the audience into uncharted territory.
Dream 1
In this dream I went to an area between two countries, while there I got to speak a bit of French, my coworker Mr. CF was there & he probably helped me translate some French, and he told me a story from a previous security guard job of his about how he once met & helped Stevie Wonder.
Dream 2
In this dream, I was working at a slightly fictional larger version of The BP Library, and I stopped to talk to my female coworker KE & my coworker Ms. RB in the staff bathroom with the door open.
I remembered barely part of several dreams, I failed to record all of them except for part of one dream, and so now my other dreams are forgotten now unfortunately except that I know that Fiona Apple was in one of them.
Fiona Apple was also in the only dream that I did record part of, the very end of this dream took place inside a building, mostly along a hallway that had an arcade along it.
Dream 1
I had a variety of dreams that I did not record that probably mostly were inspired by things that I saw, did, heard, et cetera during the day.
So YouTube videos, television shows, news articles, video games, maybe books, my trip out-of-town to the dentist, et cetera were topics / things in some of these dreams; but that is all that I can remember of those dreams.
Dream 2
This dream started during the day and there was a fictional reality television show that explored a what if scenario where a girlfriend and boyfriend who were possibly engaged to be married found out that they were actually brother and sister to their surprise.
This possibly took place outside at a park / playground-like area, but I can not remember.
Somehow the dream jumped from this reality television show to fusing / combining with the rest of the dream, and now this what if scenario was happening to me but I did not realize it yet and I assumed that this was real life.
There were no cameras following me around or anything so I was not part of the reality television show, and it was now a what if scenario that the dream seemed to be playing out without me realizing it; and in the dream I had a girlfriend / fiancée or there is a small chance that she was my wife who I had just married (but I doubt that we were married yet).
I woke up in a bed inside what looked like The Military Surplus store in the city of D if it had been a clothing store that was converted into a house, it mostly looked like a clothing store / house, and most of the rest of my family were waking up in beds as well.
Apparently this was where we were living now (I guess we had recently bought it, and moved into the building), while we were sleep my mom completely organized the place, and so when we woke up we did not even recognize the place.
It was like waking up inside a clothing store, my mom had used the shelves and racks et cetera to neatly store our clothing and other things around the building, and so we woke up surprised and looking around and asking questions as my mom answered and explained some of the changes that she made.
It looked very nice and organize, it was like a business / home, and I partly joked that we could use part of it as a clothing store.
As I was looking around trying to get adjusted to the new setup up, my assumed girlfriend / fiancée showed up telling me that she had something very important to tell me, and she looked worried and she walked me over behind some shelves maybe near the entrance / exit to talk with me privately.
My assumed girlfriend / fiancée looked a bit like a more attractive Meghan Duchess Of Sussex (Meghan Markle) but with slightly lighter color skin, it was not her, but she somewhat looked like how she looked several years ago.
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My girlfriend / fiancée told explained to me that she was pregnant, you could not tell because she was very early in the pregnancy, and that she had just found out that she is my sister.
I was probably shocked by both revelations, I hoped that she was joking, and so I told her that was not funny but she told me that she was serious; and so I asked her if she was sure, and she said yes.
She told me that she had just found out that my mom gave birth to her before I was born, she was probably only a couple of years older than me, but for some unclear reason(s) our mom had given her up for adoption pretty much immediately.
My assumed girlfriend / fiancée was never told the truth and had never known the truth until recently, and so all those years she did not realize that the people who raised her were not her actual biological parents.
My mom had never told me that she had any children before me or that I had a sister, and so I never knew the truth either.
We had no idea during our relationship that we were related, we had different last names and our families did not know each other, we did not look alike, and because our mom had mostly given her up for adoption as anonymously as she could back then (there were some minor records and / or a few people who knew, but they were supposed to stay sealed and private and that information was not to be told to even the child).
I was stunned, shocked, confused, and I did not want to believe it but it seemed to be true so I asked my assumed girlfriend / fiancée if I could talk to my mom about this; and she said yes, and so we walked over to talk to our mom.
Our mom was shocked as well, she confirmed that she did have a daughter before I was born who she gave up for adoption immediately because of some unclear reason(s) that I can not remember that possibly involved her not being ready at the time for a child or daughter and wanting her daughter to have a better life that she felt that she could not provide at that time so she gave her up for adoption with the condition that she was to not be told the truth so that she could live her life happily with a family who could support her et cetera and our mom did not want to know who the adoptive parents were et cetera to further help keep it a secret, and so our mom had no idea what her daughter looked like or what name was given to her et cetera so that is why she had no idea that assumed girlfriend / fiancée was her daughter during our relationship.
Our mom apologized and explained why she did what she did, it seemed that my assumed girlfriend / fiancée did get to live a better life so that was good, but we both did not think that it should have been a secret and I asked my mom why did she not tell me this years ago but I am not sure what her response was; but I do know that I told her that this entire situation could have been avoided if she had not kept it a secret.
I am not sure if we told our mom that my assumed girlfriend / fiancée was pregnant or not, I just know that after talking with our mom and my dad, that me and my assumed girlfriend / fiancée walked back behind some shelves to talk privately about what to do now.
This was a very awkward unusual situation now with many future mental / physical / social / legal / emotional / economical / moral / et cetera consequences depending on what we do next, we were engaged to be married and she was pregnant, and some of our family / friends / coworkers / et cetera knew about this (not that we were brother and sister) so how do we handle this.
My first thought was that we would have to immediately end our relationship (physical, romantic, et cetera) and call off the wedding and tell everyone that we were just friends now, we would have to try to remove any feelings of attraction et cetera between us even if we need to get counseling to help us do so, we would have to decide how to handle the pregnancy, and maybe we would have to keep the fact that we were brother and sister secret (except for maybe a few people we trust) to avoid the chaos for us and our possible child that would cause if the public knew about this.
As those thoughts were crossing my mind quickly my assumed girlfriend / fiancée told me her thoughts which were to: call off the wedding and to pretend to end our relationship and pretend to just be friends while secretly still continuing our relationship because we were in love at this point and trying to end that still did not seem right to her or just felt like it would be too hard to do, secretly have an abortion immediately, and never let the public know that we are brother and sister; and so her plan would involve living a lie basically and continuing a secret relationship disguised as a close friendship.
This was some serious stuff, abortion and continuing a relationship even after knowing the truth which would make this incest and living a lie, and so I did not like this plan on moral grounds et cetera and I said so; but I listened to her and I slowly gave my objections and why.
I started quickly thinking about our plans in my mind trying to create scenarios of what might happen with each part of each of our plans, but I woke up.
The end,
-John Jr
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Unfortunately I forgot most of my dreams that I had remembered except for barely part of one dream.
The dream involved a story or something being told to a boy, a girl, and maybe me.
We were possibly in a house, and then a what-if scenario / moral dilemma and / or something happened where we were presented with a choice that had to be made that possible involved either saving some human lives or some Pokémon lives or something like that.
You could only save one so you had to make a choice, and to make things worse you did not have much time and our lives were at risk as well because a very large explosion or something big and terrible like that was going to happen when maybe a countdown ended.
I am not sure how many times this scenario or whatever was presented or if it was presented to us separately.
I just remember maybe the countdown starting, I chose to save the humans, and then I ran for my life.
I ran through the house and outside through yards and I jumped fences et cetera trying to get as far away as I could because the explosion or whatever was probably going to be big enough to destroy the neighborhood.
I just remember that things were very intense, I am not sure if I had to do this several times after dying or something, I just know that there was no time to do anything but make your decision and run for your life.
I remember reaching a field near a forest as I ran for my life, but I can not remember if the explosion happened but I assume that it did and that it was huge and that it destroyed a large area and left a fire.
I remember the children being sad about the Pokémon, but that is all that I can remember of this dream.
The end,
-John Jr
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