I had at least three dreams last night but I forgot the first dream, I forgot most of the second dream after waking up to use the bathroom & going back to sleep forgetting that my dream recall is not as good as it was so I am still slowly improving it again, and I remember some of the third/last dream.
Dream 1
The second dream was interesting but unfortunately I forgot most of it, in the dream I had a baby, not literally; but I was taking care of a baby that a woman and I had together, but I am not sure exactly who the woman was and I can not remember if the baby was a boy or a girl (maybe / probably a boy).
My memory is unclear but it seemed that the baby was a surprise/not planned, I was not married to the woman who had the baby (which bothered me), the woman who had the baby was not even in the dream, and so I was trying to figure out who the mother was exactly so that I could contact her so that we could take care of our baby together & get married soon since I did not like that I had somehow had a baby with a woman without marrying her first (which is not something I would do, so this confused/bothered me that somehow I had a baby with a woman without getting married and not even knowing who the mother was).
The baby and I were in D and my aunt DE & uncle EE were visiting my grandfather and they came to see my baby, but I am not sure what house I was in exactly since it was fictionalized but it was near my parent’s house & grandfather’s house.
Taking care of a baby and bringing a baby into this World is a serious thing to me and so this was a serious situation to me in this dream, I was not sure how or why I would somehow do something like this, but my focus was taking care of my baby & finding the mother & connecting with her so that we could raise our baby together.
In the dream I was taking care of the baby the entire time, so it was pretty realistic, and I was doing a pretty good job & the new responsibility of taking care of a baby was very inspiring; and gave me something to help me focus & inspire me, so I was going to do what it took to fulfill my responsibilities like getting a job, taking care of the baby, marrying the mother, getting us a place to live, et cetera.
I remember thinking of NF as possibly being the mother of my baby, even though it did not seem likely since we are in different countries and she is dating someone, and so I was tried to contact her in the dream or was going to try to contact her.
My plan was to find my baby’s mother, take maybe 1 – 3 months working/living with her taking care of the baby & trying to see if we should get married or not, and get married hopefully in only a few months or less than a year or a few weeks if NF or someone else I knew was the mother.
As I was taking care of the baby and trying to remember think about who the mother was/contact NF and trying to remember how did this all happen, I woke up.
Dream 2
I only remember the end of the third/last dream that took place during a nice day/morning that looked like it took place on a Saturday in a fictional place at a fictional house, and I was outside at some point in an automobile listening to music; and my brother CC came into the automobile at some point, and it started to rain outside & get darker.
CC started to play Chrono Cross somehow on the music player of the automobile, the faceplate was somehow also a screen, which was surprising/confusing but amazing; and the game graphics/cut scenes looked a bit better than in real life.
I remember talking to CC about this and about my memories of playing that game years ago, and I told him some of my memories of older video games & other old memories.
At some point I walked into a building nearby where a sports match, probably basketball, was taking place in a gym; and there were mostly women playing, but my former schoolmate / coworker JF was playing too.
The other team had a female coach who was old with dark brownish colored skin with short black colored hair wearing a dark suit with a light-colored dress shirt, but I can not remember the coach of JF’s team.
At some point JF and another obese player who was a woman got into a grappling match, which seemed to be legal somehow like they were grappling over the/a ball, which was surprising to me; and the two grappled for longer than I expected.
JF was winning and used his weight and strength to get on top of the woman who was laying on her stomach, I guess she still would not let go of the ball, so they were at a stalemate almost; but then the woman turned her body and managed to start getting up, and she started to get rough using dirty tactics.
As she was almost free of JF’s grip/hold, she scratched/stabbed JF in the eyes with her fingernails but the referees did not see it I guess, and then she ran off with the ball; but JF was hurt and so her own coach told the referee to stop the game to help JF.
Two strange medical workers who looked like strange SWAT members put something over JF’s eyes and stapled it to his face with a staple gun to keep out the light & protect his eyes I guess but it looked a bit painful, they then stuck a knife-like tool through the corner of his eye or something back into the skull in away to avoid the main part of the brain & you could see that JF could feel it & it looked so disturbing that I could feel it & it bothered me so much that I had to look away & I started to accidentally wake up.
They pulled the blade out and then I guess went to load JF on a stretcher to take him to the hospital for more medical care, but I woke up.
The end,
-John Jr
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