All that I can remember of the end of this dream is that it took place during a gray day, and it seemed that my female coworker JB & some of her family (probably just her kids) were possibly temporarily staying at my parent’s house.
If so, they were possibly staying in my brother’s TDC’s & KDC’s room / bedroom, but I am not sure what room TDC & KDC were using instead or if they were even living at my parent’s house anymore.
If correct, I can not remember why she and / or they were temporarily staying at my parent’s house, I probably did not even know during the dream, but I can not remember.
I could be wrong, but I do not think that her husband, Mr. BB, was with them, I could be wrong, but I do not remember seeing him or even feeling / sensing that he had been there.
So I am not sure if his assumed absence had anything to do with why she and / or they were possibly temporarily staying there.
Oddly, I do not remember talking to JB and / or her kids (if they were there), and I do not remember seeing them inside; but that is probably because I can not remember most of this dream.
I do remember feeling / sensing that they were inside the house and had been inside the house.
I do remember seeing JB from my window as she walked to her automobile, and she drove away somewhere temporarily I assumed.
At some point in the dream, I talked to a man with light-color skin about how I almost went to the military back when I was in high school during wartime.
I told him about my military plans back then, and how my mom stopped me because I was not old enough at the time to make that decision on my own.
On the day that I was supposed to get my physical to see if I was eligible for the military, my mom called my military recruiter without me knowing while I was at school, and she cancelled everything.
When I got home from school & I found out, I was angry at my mom for cancelling my attempt to sign up for the military.
Eventually, at a later time, I was no longer angry at my mom, I now felt that my mom had made the correct decision and I apologized to her, and I realized that she probably saved my life et cetera.
Later in the dream, I saw JB walking outside again toward her automobile from my window, so I went outside to see if I could talk to her.
When I walked outside, JB and her automobile were gone, I can not remember what I did after that, but I do remember feeling a bit sad / disappointed that I did not get a chance to talk to her.
For reasons unknown, maybe because of her facial expression & body language as she walked, I also felt that she was probably leaving for good this time, and would no longer be temporarily living at my parent’s house.
If true, I wondered why did she leave without letting us know, or even saying goodbye et cetera.
While I was still outside, I saw some people with mostly dark-color to medium-color skin arrived at the front of the house, and some of them were young & others old.
They were possibly people who knew one or more of the girlfriends of my brothers TDC & KDC, KC and / or JF, and / or they were unknown family members of ours.
I needed to urinate, so I rushed inside the house from the back door, hoping to reach the bathroom before they got inside the house.
I am not sure if I got to use the bathroom or not, I do know that I saw TDC and / or KDC walk to and / or from their room and / or I glanced into it from outside the door.
I did not see JB’s kids in there or maybe any of their stuff, so it seemed that my guess was probably correct about JB leaving for good.
I wondered when did her kids and / or stuff leave, if they had been there at all, was it when I saw her leaving the first time, and why did they not say anything?
There was just something that stood out about how JB left when I saw her from the window, maybe her facial expressions / body language, my mind seemed to be focused on that trying to read into it / figure it out.
Batou’s quote / line: “She’s gone away for good.”, from the trailer for the Japanese anime (animated) movie, Ghost In The Shell 2: Innocence, comes to mind with its similar mood / feeling with how it felt in the dream:
I woke up at about 7:30 AM while I was thinking about that, and I probably felt that slight feeling of sadness / disappointment / confusion & wondering if that dream was possibly symbolic and / or foreshadowing something.
Like in the dream, I really did need to urinate.
Oddly, my body refused to go back to sleep after this like it was not tired even though I did not get enough sleep yet, and so stayed in bed fighting to go back to sleep without luck until about 9:25 AM.
I was not sure why, was it the dream, and / or something else?
The end,
- John Jr
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