I got caught in what I like to call a quicksand sleep and wake and dream cycle where sometimes I keep waking up and going back to sleep and dreaming without being able to get out of bed (I can move but I just can not get up, you just do not feel like it even if you try, and even if you want to; it is like something is trying to stop you from getting out of bed), and so I get trapped in this cycle; and so I was not able to voice record any of my dreams from last night, and so I can not remember most of them.
I do know that I had some weird dreams where different scenarios would repeat with different outcomes each time, which would probably become increasingly worse/more negative after each repeat, and so it was not a fun experience being trapped in this; I would wake up sometimes thinking about these dreams and trying to get out of bed but you just do not feel like getting up or you can not get up even though I can move, and so I would keep falling back to sleep and continuing the cycle.
I had at least one other dream before this dream that I remembered part of but I forgot it shortly after waking up even though I had remembered part of it, and if I remember part of the dream later then I will type it before this dream.
All that I can remember of this repeating dream is that it was possibly partly inspired by something that happened last night on an episode of the Japanese anime Parasyte -The Maxim- and that the repeating dream took place inside a nice maybe windowless one-story house with light-colored carpet and some of my family and I seemed to live there maybe, and this repeating dream involved various scenarios where my brother GC would accidentally or somehow end up shooting and killing some of our family with a gun.
I can only remember part of two repeats of this dream, the first repeat that I remember involved my brother GC accidentally or somehow shooting and killing our brothers TD and KD, and he seemed numb like he did not really care; but that is all that I can remember of the first repeat of the dream.
The second repeat of the dream involved my brother GC possibly having a wife and two children, who went to maybe play a prank on my brother GC where his children were hiding inside a costume to look like the character Ivan Drago from the film Rocky IV, and they were pretending to be attacking/killing their mother/his wife.
They burst into the living room or whatever room my brother GC was in, I was possibly in this room or near this room as well, and it looked like Ivan Drago was trying to kill the wife of my brother GC; and somehow my brother GC had a gun, and he started shooting him thinking that Ivan Drago was trying to kill his wife, and somehow my brother GC accidentally or somehow shot and killed his wife during the shooting as well.
I ran over to check his wife and Ivan Drago, his wife was dead, and then I saw that Ivan Drago was really my brother GC’s children in a costume and they were dead too; and I remember being in shock and getting blood on my hands, I told my brother GC what I saw, and he seemed numb like he lacked emotion and he probably said something like: “Oh well.” or “That is unfortunate.” like he did not really care very much or at all about his family dying.
This disturbed me and I probably said something about this, I did not want to contaminate the now crime scene and I was not sure if we should wash any bloods off of our hands or not, and I told my brother GC to call the police; and I probably went to wash my hands after I took a moment to try to recover from the shock, and later the police had not arrived so I asked my brother GC if he had called them earlier like I had told him.
My brother GC said that he did not call the police, this disturbed and annoyed and angered me and I said so, and I told him that this was going to make him seem guilty and make it harder for the police to investigate the longer it takes until they can secure the crime scene; and so the bodies of his family were just laying there rotting while I thought the police were on their way.
My brother GC did not seem to care, he probably wanted to just throw their bodies in a trash can instead of notifying the police and letting them do their investigation, and legally and properly disposing the bodies of his family; and this disturbed me even more, and I wondered what was wrong with him.
I can not remember how many times this dream repeated and with how many different outcomes, I just know that it bothered me even when I woke up and I did not enjoy being trapped in this quicksand sleep/dream/wake cycle, and having to keep repeating this terrible dream with different outcomes.
All that I can remember of this dream (I can not remember if it was a repeating dream or not) is that it involved Jessica Jones from the television series Jessica Jones sneaking into a building to steal and/or find and/or erase some videos/evidence/whatever for a female client of hers, and there was security and security guards in the building but Jessica sneaked past them until she reached a security-like room with video surveillance monitors and computers and records and things like that.
Jessica started looking through videos/files/et cetera until she found what she was looking for (she called her client several times to make sure that she found the correct videos/files/whatever, and she looked around for anything else that she thought was worth dealing with), I can not remember what she did with it but I think that she erased it and made a copy of it as proof, and then she started looking through the computers at probably a pornographic website that the security guards had left open.
The website was organized where there were the names and pictures of various pornographic actors and actresses that you could click on, when you clicked on a name/picture it would take you to their page where you could click to see information or pictures or videos of them, and you could download them one-at-a-time; and so Jessica went through some of them and downloaded some of them instead of just leaving after finishing her mission, but that is all that I can remember of this dream.
All that I can remember of this repeating dream is that the first repeat of the dream involved a somewhat thick woman with whitish colored skin with short yellowish (possibly hair dye) colored hair, unfortunately I forgot most of the important details of this dream because I took too long until I started typing this, and so now this dream will not make as much sense and all that I can remember is that she was at a music concert during the day later in the dream.
There was a stage where a music group/band was performing under a covered area but part of the crowd was outside the covered area because this was a semi-outdoor concert, the lead singer of the band was a thin woman with whitish colored skin with yellowish colored hair with maybe some parts of her hair being dyed different colors in a somewhat wild hairstyle and the rest of the band were thin men with whitish colored skin with medium-to-dark colored hair, and there was security there among the large crowd.
I can not remember most of this dream now but at some point in the dream the woman somehow ended up on stage, maybe she was called up there or maybe she accidentally walked on stage but I can not remember, and the lead singer of the band and the crowd asked her to show her breasts; and she did not want to do this really, but she did so for several reasons (one reason being that it was somehow possibly for a good cause).
She lifted up her shirt showing her large breasts briefly and the crowd and the lead singer cheered as she stood there topless, the lead singer brought her to the front of the stage with her to continue cheering up/pumping up the crowd, and the woman seemed to be enjoying this as she made contact with some of the crowd; and then the lead singer thanked her, and the crowd cheered for her as she walked off the stage to the back of the stage to leave and then the dream repeated.
In the second repeat of the dream things quickly became negative this time as the woman was brought to the front of the stage with the lead singer as she made physical contact with the crowd, the crowd started to grab and grope and pull the woman trying to pull her into the crowd and take off her clothes, and the woman yelled for them to let her go while fighting against being pulled off the stage; and she had to grab the lead singer to try to stop herself from being pulled into the crowd.
She accidentally grabbed the lead singer by the neck as she tried to hold on for her life, oddly the lead singer started to choke the woman with her hands around the front of her throat while trying to push her into the crowd who were grabbing and groping and pulling her, and strangely the security were not trying to stop this at first and the lead singer was now helping the crowd.
When the security saw the woman accidentally grab the lead singer by her throat they ran to help the lead singer, they pulled the woman from the lead singer and instead of pulling the woman from the crowd to save her, they angrily picked her up and threw/slammed her into the crowd; but I think that the woman somehow managed to escape the crowd, she was angry and sad and felt violated and she yelled at the security and the band and the crowd, and she ran to leave the concert crying and considering calling the police and suing but that is all that I can remember of this dream.