12-21-2014 | Dream | Robbing A College With My Cousin ME And My Former Classmate MT

English: Classroom at Union County College.
English: Classroom at Union County College. (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

I forgot all of my dreams from last night except for part of my last dream, and all that I can remember of this dream is that part of the dream involved the military somehow; but all that I can remember of that is several soldiers outside wearing their combat uniforms with no weapons or armor like they were doing their weekend drills/whatever but I am not sure if I was a soldier too or if I was just there for some reason, but that is all that I can remember of that part of the dream.

The rest of the dream focused on me returning to college to a fictional college in a fictional city, the dream took place over several days/weeks/maybe months, and I was still suffering from social anxiety disorder/generalized anxiety disorder/depression/and more (I remember it affecting/effecting me in my classes each day); but I either was about to get help or I had just started to get help with those problems, and I returned to college hoping to at least finish one semester to get some college credits and to improve my GPA (grad point average) and more.

Near the college was a mall and I would visit it sometimes after my classes, some of my former classmates like my former male classmate MT were at the college and/or in the city so I would talk to them sometimes, my male cousin ME was also in the city, and one of my college professors was a man who reminded me of my sister-in-law JC’s dad Mr. MH.

His class is the only class that I can remember going to several times, his classroom was on a small straight hall with many doors with a glass door at the end of the hall that led outside to a field so this building was like some of the elementary schools that I went to back when I was a kid in public school, his classroom was small and windowless with brownish colored carpet, my desk was near the back of the classroom against the wall when you first enter the classroom, the professor’s desk was in the right corner near the chalk/marker/whatever board, and there were not many desks or students in his class; and I can not remember what subject he taught.

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12-20-2014 | Dreams | My High School Spanish Teacher Mrs. M? | My Aunts Talking About The V/H/S Films | John Luther Undercover As A Man With An Intellectual Disability

The Dream
The Dream (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

Dream 1

I forgot several of my dreams from last night but I do barely remember part of three dreams, all that I can remember of my first dream is that I think that it involved my former high school Spanish teacher Mrs. M, and she had her class/students with her.

I am assuming that maybe I was in this class and/or I was helping with this class but I am not sure if this was a Spanish class or a French class (because I am once again doing a bit of studying French on Duolingo again) or another type of class, and we were inside a windowless building.

We went to a store that was inside the building that was possibly a store where almost everything was a $1 but I could be wrong, it was a bit like a local general store/market-like business I think, but that is all that I can remember of this dream.

Dream 2

All that I can remember of the second dream is that it took place during the day, I went to a store that was possibly the same store from the first dream, and then I walked outside to a park-like area with bleachers/stands where family members from my mom’s side of the family were having a gathering.

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12-19-2014 | Dreams | A Murder Mystery | My Former Classmate JC’s Job | A Drunk Peter Dinklage | Hugh Jackman On A Fictional SB Drive

English: Tina Fey and Peter Dinklage shooting ...
English: Tina Fey and Peter Dinklage shooting a scene for the episode “SeƱor Macho Solo” (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

Dream 1

All that I can remember of the first dream is maybe something organized that somewhat and somehow involved and/or reminded me of maybe WordPress and the Syfy television mini-series Ascension, there was a murder, and this murder caused instability and disorder and other problems; and there were efforts to try to solve this murder mystery, but that is all that I can remember of this dream.

Dream 2

All that I can remember of the second dream is that it took place during the day in a fictional location and I came across my former male classmate JC, my former male classmate DH, my former male classmate MT, my former male classmate JB, and maybe several other former male classmates of mine.

We went several places to talk and hang out and we met several other people, including a somewhat older rough-looking man with whitish colored skin with somewhat longer facial hair wearing a bandanna and a motorcycle gang/club/whatever-like vest who was probably part of a motorcycle club or gang, and at some point a few of us went with my former classmate JC to his job.

My former classmate JC’s boss was a woman with whitish colored skin with long hair, he worked in a store that was somewhat like Walgreens maybe, and maybe my former classmate JC was working as we talked to him and maybe we helped him almost like maybe we were going to ask for jobs there or maybe we were just helping him.

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12-18-2014 | Dream | Ascension Leaders And Safety Officers

Artist's impression of HD 149026 b as a dark, ...
Artist’s impression of HD 149026 b as a dark, non-reflective planet with thermal radiation from the star-facing hemisphere. (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

I forgot all of my dreams from last night except for barely part of my last dream which was inspired by the Syfy television mini-series that I watched the finale of last night called Ascension, and it probably took place on several different planets that looked a bit dark all the time (colors like dark bluish, dark purplish, and more).

It was like daydreaming in a dream where I kept daydreaming and/or having dreams within dreams on different planets involving various scenarios involving leaders and safety officers from Ascension, and each scenario was like a what-if situation trying to predict/test what each leader and safety officer might do if they were in charge.

Some television shows and films and more that I can not remember were partial inspirations for this dream as well, and I remember watching videos on a computer during various parts of the dream (and it is possible that some of those videos were a bit sexual and/or pornographic, but I can not remember).

The dream also covered the struggle between people trying to get and keep leadership positions and jobs, the politics and more involved in those things, and so I got to see some of the back room/background/secret deals and conversations and alliances and conflicts and more.

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12-17-2014 | Dreams | My Mind Exploring Concepts Using Dreams

Freewill concepts based upon Philosophy of Min...
Freewill concepts based upon Philosophy of Mind Causation Views. This document has been produced in the same format as this document (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

I had several short dreams last night and the words concept/concepts stood out in my mind when waking up each time, it seems that my mind was using dreams to explore various concepts based on various topics (The Shadow (psychology) which I think was explored one or more times, fear, religion, aliens, the paranormal, science, technology, television, film, and many other topics and concepts), and I only remember part of four of those dreams.

Dream 1

All that I can remember is that I think that this all started with my family being inside a house watching a fictional television show that focused on various topics/themes/concepts/genres/and more during maybe the evening or night, and I started watching the television show with them; and I got to see and experience various concepts through the television show (science fiction, horror, comedy, action, mystery, drama, et cetera), but that is all that I can remember of this dream.

Dream 2

The second dream was a continuation of the first dream where somehow I either won or was chosen for something that was connected to the fictional television show from the first dream, even though I was new to that television show and I did not know much about it, and a woman with long hair with maybe whitish colored skin won or was chosen as well; and she knew more about the television show than I did.

We were taken to a hotel-like building during maybe the night, it seemed that we were going to be part of a study/experiment that also included a sleep study and I guess a dream study that was probably somehow connected with/to that television show, and they put both of us in the same hotel room where I assume they were watching us with surveillance equipment and they probably had medical equipment connected to us to gather data/information/and more; and I assume that they had people nearby in case something went wrong and/or as security.

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12-16-2014 | Dream | Walking And A College And Julius Mendez And Sport And Computers

English: A shot of the sign for the driveway o...
English: A shot of the sign for the driveway of the near . Due to the ticket booth in the driveway before entering the parking lot, I had to park two parking lots away in a shopping center, and walk around in order not to be spotted by a guard or security camera in the booth. (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

I seriously do not feel like typing the only dream that I can remember part of from last night because of various things in my life including an increase of difficulty with my problems with social anxiety disorder, generalized anxiety disorder, depression, joblessness, et cetera; and so it took me most of the day to finally force/get myself to type this.

All that I can remember of this long and detailed dream is walking during the day in a slightly fictional version of the city of D past W Park and going through the various shopping center parking lots, I probably talked with some people who I knew before/during/after this part of the dream, and maybe I did some shopping; but I can not remember.

The abandoned Dairy Queen building was being remodeling into another business and I probably went inside of it, I remember going through the Walmart parking lot and through the parking lots across the street from Sonic, but that is all that I can remember of this part of the dream.

The next part of the dream took place during the day at a fictional college and I remember going to the dorms where I probably lived and I talked with some people, and we met a man/student who was like a combination of my former male collegemate J and Julius Mendez from the YouTube channel RoadToHollywoodTv; and I remember hanging out with him and the others at his dorm room, and around the college but that is all that I can remember of this part of the dream.

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12-15-2014 | Dreams | A Graduation At A Mall-Like School/College And Using A Border Patrol SUV Without Permission | My Dead Cousin AE

English: Vehicle of the Customs Department of ...
English: Vehicle of the Customs Department of Jordan in Amman, Jordan. (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

Dream 1

My first dream was long and detailed but all that I can remember is that at some point in the dream maybe during the start of the evening or late in the afternoon I was inside a nice one-story mall-like school/college that was familiar to me that was like a combination of a school/college and a mall with slightly tinted glass walls for most of the classrooms, dorm rooms, offices, cafeterias, businesses, et cetera that were inside the building.

There were students and people going around shopping, talking, eating, drinking, having class, going to their dorm rooms, working, et cetera and I was rushing from my last class or something like that back to my dorm room because I needed to get dressed for a graduation inside the building and I was behind schedule.

Once inside my dorm room (which also had slightly tinted glass walls so you could see through the walls into the mall-like areas and other people could see into my dorm room except for the bathroom and maybe a few other places) I stood in front of my chest-of-drawers trying to find something to wear, and there was an open door connected to my dorm room behind me with two women with whitish colored skin who worked in an office.

I waved at them and they waved back at me as they talked and watched me adjust my clothing as I put on a suit jacket and/or nice shirt over my under shirt with a tie, I put on a belt, and I changed shoes; and as I was trying to do this my former female classmates MW and her friend DS kept coming into my dorm room reminding me that I needed to hurry to the graduation because I had a special part in the program/graduation and/or I was going to get an award and/or I was graduating as well so they could not start without me.

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